Soft swinging Mormon influencer reveals she is battling depression

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Mormon influencer Taylor Frankie Paul has revealed that she is scuffling with despair and is ‘nearly all the way down to 90 kilos’ after her husband left her and her greatest buddies turned on her following her ‘mushy swinging’ dishonest scandal. 

The 28-year-old blew up #MomTok — a gaggle of TikTok content material creators who’re principally Mormon — in Could when she claimed her husband, Tate Paul, was divorcing her after she crossed the road whereas swapping companions with their buddies in Utah

Because the fallout, Taylor has documented every little thing from her impending divorce to her custody association in a collection of cheeky lip-syncing and dancing movies — together with an introduction to her new beau, Dakota Mortensen. 

Nevertheless, when a commenter speculated that Taylor is probably going ‘so depressed and tries to remain pleased’ behind the scenes, the TikTok star candidly opened up about how her life is ‘falling aside’ and she or he has a ‘psychological breakdown’ every single day.  

Mormon influencer Taylor Frankie Paul, 28, shared she is scuffling with despair and nervousness within the wake of the ‘mushy swinging’ dishonest scandal that blew up #MomTok 

Taylor added that she was 'almost down to 90 pounds,' which is 'extremely unhealthy' for her, saying she has a 'mental breakdown' every day

Taylor added that she was 'almost down to 90 pounds,' which is 'extremely unhealthy' for her, saying she has a 'mental breakdown' every day

Taylor added that she was ‘nearly all the way down to 90 kilos,’ which is ‘extraordinarily unhealthy’ for her, saying she has a ‘psychological breakdown’ every single day

Taylor claimed that she and her husband, Tate Paul (pictured), are getting divorced because she crossed the line while soft swinging with their pals

Taylor claimed that she and her husband, Tate Paul (pictured), are getting divorced as a result of she crossed the road whereas mushy swinging with their friends 

‘I’ll inform you how I am doing. I am f**king unhappy,’ she mentioned in a video final week. ‘Sorry to say it that method, however that is simply how I need to emphasize how I am feeling. 

‘I truly texted one in all my medical doctors at this time asking if I can go on some anti-anxiety, despair meds as a result of I’m actually, actually struggling,’ she added. ‘I am truly nearly all the way down to 90 kilos, which is extraordinarily unhealthy for my peak and age.’

Taylor, who has a four-year-old daughter, Indy, and a two-year-old son, Ocean, together with her soon-to-be ex-husband, shared that she is having a tough time maintaining it collectively for her family members. 

‘I am clearly struggling to be a superb mother, a superb pal, a superb particular person proper now, as a result of I am so in my head and misplaced, to be trustworthy. I really feel like a misplaced soul,’ she mentioned. ‘I cry each single day.’ 

Taylor famous that she permits herself one ‘psychological breakdown’ a day and deliberate on having one after she was achieved filming the video. 

'I got betrayed. I betrayed someone. There's just so much in the mix and behind the scenes that people don't know, won't ever know, didn't see,' Taylor said

‘I acquired betrayed. I betrayed somebody. There’s simply a lot within the combine and behind the scenes that folks do not know, will not ever know, did not see,’ Taylor mentioned 

In a previous video, Taylor hinted that her new relationship with Dakota Mortensen has already begun to fall apart because he wants to continue to see other people

In a earlier video, Taylor hinted that her new relationship with Dakota Mortensen has already begun to crumble as a result of he desires to proceed to see different individuals

‘I give myself an hour to mentally break down, cry, chuckle, no matter it’s that is going to make me really feel the emotions as a result of I simply need to really feel it so I can transfer on,’ she defined. 

Taylor is not simply mourning the tip of her marriage. She additionally misplaced most of her buddies and the person she cheated on her husband with within the wake of the drama. 

‘I do not know if that is simply the method of it, the method of divorce, main loss, lack of my greatest buddies,’ she mentioned. I acquired betrayed. I betrayed somebody. There’s simply a lot within the combine and behind the scenes that folks do not know, will not ever know, did not see. And, so yeah, I’m struggling.’

The influencer additionally addressed why she was nonetheless on social media throughout this tough time, saying she has no plans to step away from her day job.  

‘I am unable to take a break off social media as a result of I’ve some large alternatives coming, and I’m contracted in sure issues, so I’m simply not doing that proper now,’ she defined. 

In late July, Taylor introduced Dakota as the new man in her life in one of her videos

In late July, Taylor launched Dakota as the brand new man in her life in one in all her movies 

The TikTok star used the lyrics of rapper Young M.A.'s Beatbox Freestyle to explain that she and the guy she had cheated on her husband with are done, and she is seeing someone new

The TikTok star used the lyrics of rapper Young M.A.'s Beatbox Freestyle to explain that she and the guy she had cheated on her husband with are done, and she is seeing someone new

The TikTok star used the lyrics of rapper Younger M.A.’s Beatbox Freestyle to elucidate that she and the man she had cheated on her husband with are achieved, and she or he is seeing somebody new 

In the caption, Taylor poked fun at her swinging scandal, writing: 'I will not be sharing this one'

Within the caption, Taylor poked enjoyable at her swinging scandal, writing: ‘I can’t be sharing this one’

‘That is my outlet. I select to remain on. As you’ll be able to see, I’m an emotional wreck on right here, and that is why I believe it is so entertaining as a result of these are my uncooked feelings. That is my actual life falling aside.’

She concluded: ‘I am struggling to say the very least, and that is how I am feeling. So I am gonna have my psychological breakdown right here quickly, and I hope you’ve gotten an ideal day.’

Simply at some point earlier than, Taylor hinted that her new relationship with Dakota has already begun to crumble as a result of he desires to proceed to see different individuals. 

‘Hope it is cool if I speak to different women,’ she wrote within the on-screen textual content of a latest video, presumably referring to Dakota. 

‘No worries, I am going to speak to your entire pal group,’ she responded. ‘I am good at sharing. Keep poisonous.’

Taylor featured Dakota in a video in late July after a fan requested her: ‘The place’s the man you cheated with…’ 

Dakota is a real estate agent and owns Basin Tiling, according to his Instagram profile. He opens up about being a recovering addict and alcoholic in his TikTok videos

Dakota is an actual property agent and owns Basin Tiling, in accordance with his Instagram profile. He opens up about being a recovering addict and alcoholic in his TikTok movies 

Taylor alluded to being single when she answered fans' questions in a video posted on July 19

Taylor alluded to being single when she answered followers’ questions in a video posted on July 19 

The influencer said she is still Mormon and is 'single and ready to mingle'

The influencer said she is still Mormon and is 'single and ready to mingle'

The influencer mentioned she continues to be Mormon and is ‘single and able to mingle’ 

Just days later, Taylor hinted that she was seeing someone new after being 'heart broken twice this summer'

Simply days later, Taylor hinted that she was seeing somebody new after being ‘coronary heart damaged twice this summer time’ 

The TikTok star used the lyrics of rapper Younger M.A.’s Beatbox Freestyle to elucidate that she and the opposite man — whose title has by no means been confirmed — are achieved, and she or he is now seeing somebody new. 

‘I put on that purple till I am useless / I do know that he watching (R.I.P) / Left my ex b***h trigger she poisonous (Goddamn) / Received this new b**h now we poisonous,’ she lip-synced proper earlier than Dakota slid into the digicam body. 

Within the caption, Taylor poked enjoyable at her swinging scandal, writing: ‘I can’t be sharing this one.’

Dakota works as an actual property agent and is the proprietor of Basin Tiling, in accordance with his Instagram profile. He’s additionally a content material creator and has greater than 160,000 followers on TikTok, the place he opens up about his life as a recovering addict and alcoholic. 

Whereas he and Taylor are technically ‘TikTok official,’ she has but to make an look on his social media pages. 

Taylor’s announcement of her whirlwind romance got here only a few weeks after she shared in one in all her movies that she is ‘single and able to mingle.’ However then, simply days later, she hinted that she was seeing somebody new. 

In a recent clip, she hit back at commenters who warned her to 'take things slow' while she is going through a divorce

In a latest clip, she hit again at commenters who warned her to ‘take issues gradual’ whereas she goes by a divorce 

Taylor made it clear that she would be ignoring people's advice to 'stay single'

Taylor made it clear that she can be ignoring individuals’s recommendation to ‘keep single’ 

After Dakota commented on the video, Taylor flirtatiously responded

After Dakota commented on the video, Taylor flirtatiously responded

‘Been heartbroken twice this summer time and this cute candy mf comes out of nowhere,’ she wrote within the on-screen textual content of a follow-up clip. 

Within the feedback, Taylor claimed her soon-to-be ex-husband, Tate, was additionally seeing different individuals after somebody famous that her ‘divorce ain’t even ultimate.’  

‘Yup not stopping Tate nor me,’ she clapped again. 

Taylor later addressed issues that she was transferring too quick, sharing how somebody allegedly instructed her: ‘You simply acquired divorced perhaps simply keep single and take issues gradual.’ 

‘I believe I am going to do no matter tf I would like,’ she wrote within the clip. 

Dakota responded to the video, writing: ‘I like ur glasses.’

‘I such as you,’ Taylor replied.   

Taylor recently got flack for divulging the details of her custody agreement with her soon-to-be ex-husband, Tate, with a literal song and dance

Taylor just lately acquired flack for divulging the main points of her custody settlement together with her soon-to-be ex-husband, Tate, with a literal track and dance 

According to the mom, she and her ex have 50-50 custody, and they do three days on, three days off with their kids

According to the mom, she and her ex have 50-50 custody, and they do three days on, three days off with their kids

In accordance with the mother, she and her ex have 50-50 custody, and so they do three days on, three days off with their children 

Taylor and Tate have a four-year-old daughter, Indy, and a two-year-old son, Ocean

Taylor and Tate have a four-year-old daughter, Indy, and a two-year-old son, Ocean

The mother additionally just lately acquired flack for answering a fan’s query about their custody association whereas taking up the Time X Kashy dance problem in a now-viral video.

Taylor bared her abdomen in a crop prime and shorts as she sexily danced for the digicam whereas the written particulars of their settlement popped up on the display. 

In accordance with the mother, she and her ex have 50-50 custody, and so they do three days on, three days off with their children. 

Again in Could, Taylor shocked #MomTok when she introduced that she and Tate have been getting a divorce. Three days later, she alluded to there being extra to the story when she posted footage of herself mendacity in mattress and packing transferring containers. 

‘My whole life is falling aside,’ she wrote within the on-screen textual content. ‘And I am unable to even converse on why… with out bringing them down with me.’

She later painted a rosier image of their separation in a follow-up video, saying she is ‘excited to co-parent with my greatest pal.’ 

Taylor's introduction of her new boyfriend came two months after she dropped the bomb on TikTok Live that she and her husband were allegedly soft swinging

Taylor’s introduction of her new boyfriend got here two months after she dropped the bomb on TikTok Reside that she and her husband have been allegedly mushy swinging

According to the Mormon influencer, their friend group had an agreement that they would switch partners but not 'go all the way,' which is known as a 'soft swap'

According to the Mormon influencer, their friend group had an agreement that they would switch partners but not 'go all the way,' which is known as a 'soft swap'

In accordance with the Mormon influencer, their pal group had an settlement that they might change companions however not ‘go all the best way,’ which is called a ‘mushy swap’

Nevertheless, Tate did not seem to really feel the identical method, and he deleted all pictures and movies of Taylor from his social media pages. 

As rumors swirled that Taylor had been untrue, different mothers of their content-creation group allegedly unfollowed her and preferred feedback that urged she had cheated on her husband, in accordance with Rolling Stone. 

Then, in a bombshell TikTok Reside, Taylor opened up about her divorce, claiming that she and Tate have been mushy swinging with their buddies. 

In accordance with Taylor’s account, their pal group had an settlement that they might change companions however not ‘go all the best way,’ which is called a ‘mushy swap.’ 

‘We had an settlement, like all of us, and I did step out of that settlement,’ she admitted. ‘That is the place I tousled, and I, clearly, am dropping every little thing that I’ve, so that’s true.’

Taylor alleged that she and the opposite wives within the group would make out with one another and one another’s husbands once they have been ingesting 

‘Nobody was harmless. Everybody has connected with everybody on this scenario,’ she claimed. ‘So, sure, I am getting shunned for doing that, however it wasn’t like I used to be going round hooking up with my pal’s husband. 

Taylor admitted she 'did step out of that agreement' when she got drunk and went off with a friend's husband, but she noted that 'everyone has hooked up with everyone in this situation'

Taylor admitted she ‘did step out of that settlement’ when she acquired drunk and went off with a pal’s husband, however she famous that ‘everybody has connected with everybody on this scenario’ 

Taylor first sparked rumors of infidelity when she announced on TikTok in May that she and Tate were getting a divorce. The clip shows her standing in her empty home ahead of her move

Taylor first sparked rumors of infidelity when she introduced on TikTok in Could that she and Tate have been getting a divorce. The clip exhibits her standing in her empty residence forward of her transfer

Three days later, she alluded to even more drama when she posted footage of herself lying in bed and packing moving boxes

Three days later, she alluded to even more drama when she posted footage of herself lying in bed and packing moving boxes

Three days later, she alluded to much more drama when she posted footage of herself mendacity in mattress and packing transferring containers

Taylor claimed in another clip that she was 'excited to co-parent' with Tate following their divorce

Taylor claimed in one other clip that she was ‘excited to co-parent’ with Tate following their divorce 

‘We have been at a celebration, I acquired belligerent, and we went and messed [around] by ourselves relatively than with the entire group,’ she defined, insisting it was a ‘one-time factor.’ 

Nevertheless, she mentioned there have been some emotions concerned, which sophisticated the scenario. 

‘I used to be buddies with these individuals, and we spent quite a lot of time collectively. We have been intimate on a number of events, she mentioned. ‘It sucks that I’ve to confess this as a result of…nobody actually desires to confess they’re concerned in one thing like that.’

Taylor famous that she and Tate had different points of their marriage earlier than they separated, however ‘this was just like the tip of the iceberg.’ 

‘Tate has made out with a number of women and [done] different issues, and I’ve made out with all the husbands and [done] different issues,’ she added. 

She refused to call names, however she pressured that followers may simply determine which {couples} she was referring to within the TikTok Reside. 

Sam and Camille Munday; Brayden and Mckenna Rowley; Chase and Miranda Hope McWhorter; Selver and Victoria Zalic; and Conner and Whitney Leavitt are among the many {couples} which have been talked about regarding the alleged swinging, although a lot of them have denied the claims. 

Taylor (pictured with her fellow #MomTokers) refused to name names, but she stressed that fans could easily figure out which couples were in her alleged swinging group

Taylor (pictured together with her fellow #MomTokers) refused to call names, however she pressured that followers may simply determine which {couples} have been in her alleged swinging group

Taylor noted that she and Tate had other issues in their marriage before they separated, but 'this was like the tip of the iceberg'

Taylor famous that she and Tate had different points of their marriage earlier than they separated, however ‘this was just like the tip of the iceberg’

Taylor made it clear she has nothing to lose at this level, saying she and Tate had instructed their households every little thing that had occurred. She admitted her mother and father have been ‘disgusted’ by the revelation.

She insisted that she has proof of her swinging claims within the type of movies and texts if she ever wants it. 

Taylor additionally alleged that there are ‘three divorces within the pal group,’ however one of many breakups will not be associated to the swinging scenario. 

‘They are going to deny it, and that is nice,’ she mentioned. ‘I am talking my reality, and so they can converse theirs.’ 

Former Bachelor star Nick Viall dished in regards to the drama on his podcast The Viall Information in June, saying he had known as Taylor, who instructed him that two different {couples} have been concerned however solely one in all them are influencers. 

He was admittedly skeptical of Taylor’s story due to the hypothesis that she is making this up for clout, however he mentioned she ‘sounded unhappy’ and ‘annoyed with the scenario.’

Nick additionally famous that she made it look like her husband, Tate, was divorcing her out of precept as a result of she broke their settlement and never as a result of he wished to. 

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